Lusting Love

That was a new page of my secret red book.Basically I write anything on that book and I created a Lusting Love page. Basically about the stuffs that are obviously not a essential need but lusting need.
If living is just about fulfilling your essential needs without touching a lil' of the material lust, it most probably signifies you are dying.

'Lusting Love'...Hmm..I like that.*smirks*

Anyway I realised I must have a face that uncles,most of the time, like to chat up to.
Do I look friendly?

I rem' during my attachment, the security guards, the engineers and some other I probably forgot who they are like to talk to me. As in like greeting talks.

Some folks I swear I never rem' living at my block, will sometimes talk to me as if they've seen me from young.

There's this Indian uncle cleaner whom I will always meet on my way to MRT, will never fail to greet me morning.(And he started it. I never realise him till he started Good Morning)

And this cleaner uncle of Paradiz Centre always try to engage in lil' greeting talks with me also.

Not to mention this white hair uncle working next door would LOVE to talk to me.(I dont see him talking to any other gals of my office and HE approached me first)

Oh..And this young technician guy of Paradiz centre who I see sometimes, (I kinda think he likes me) smiles so much at me when he gets tongue tied.
I kinda like him too cos' he looks like the older, skinnier, shorter and obviously not as handsome version of Alvin Ng. HAHAHA.I dunno which part of my brain is 'shiok' to think that...but just an impression.
So when he flashed me his pearly white today when I saw him, (on coincidence) I cant help to blush a lil.

I dunno if Jason likes to read this but I dont care.I am not upset if he gets gals attention,in fact curious and I will do what I can to butt in and help him attract more attention. ;p We should be more confident than insecure about this.Haha.

So my point is not trying to showing how popular I am. Infact I am questioning ,"Do I have a FRIENDLY face??" I never see people on the street smiling at me but I do try to be helpful and friendly whenever the mood strikes.
Hey I often offer to share brolly with those who are stuck in the rain without. Do you do that,HUH??

Being a shy and introvert person like I really am inside, I would sometimes try to avoid those people.I feel funny somehow. *shrugs*
I dunno what kinda impression I give or what vibe I have. If you know something about me I dunno, tell me about it. (If you are gonna tell me anything negative, fuck off.)

Day 3 and I am working hard. I dunno how long can I last before the depression cycle kicks in again but I just keep telling myself to stop being pathetic and start living.

Food pics..

Rem' there's this cosy looking cafe next to Shaw House at Orchard?

Far Coast.

I kinda dig that cafe. Affordable range and makes you feel rich sitting on a Saturday.


Chocolate (what they call Reverie) and New York Cheesecake.

I dont count calories when I eat. I dont care what trans fats or fat fats.I don't indulge food like those all the time and live too short to be mindful of them always.

Go visit them.Tell me when you have tried their 'exotic' coffees.


An colourful array of donuts taken at Thai. I just love to see colourful pastries.

Hope this cheers you up if you aint feeling too good for a Wednesday.


(A really poof looking moi yesterday)
Cherish me when I am riding uphill.
See ya.;)